Last night was ‘awfy’. I was in quite a bit of pain – the lump on my neck has grown and is sore to the touch and both sides of my neck are sore -watching a live Tennis match would be an ordeal as it’s painful to look from side to side. The worst part is my underarm and chest. I can’t lie on my right side and throw in my Arthritis which has reached an all time and my numb feet and legs and I sometimes think ‘what’s the point’. It’s easy for people to say ‘stay positive’, ‘chin up’ and all that shite and they are only trying to help, but, believe me, it’s hard to stay positive when you are constantly in pain and discomfort. Roll on June Sunshine and Paris.
The Cancer Diaries -26,3,16.
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